My thought processes these last few days. I think it’s because of losing 2 dear people from my circle of friends and the strength of support. They are so missed!

Sometimes when things are just ugh and do not seem fair, I think of – is it possible that “evil” is responsible for planting this self-doubt, my feeling all jumbled and full of anxiety and despair, making me start the finger pointing and blame game? It is SO quick to ask angrily and hurting “WHY this is happening to me?” to the Universe, divine goodness, holy deities etc. I often hear and see this comment from many people, it absolutely drives me crazy, – “I wouldn’t have been chosen if it was thought you were not strong enough”. BUT I don’t think it’s the Universe, Divine goodness, or holy deities doing this, it is the “evil” doing this, planting doubt, shaking up my faith, and totally wants me to think this. ❤️